. For a very long time, I felt alone and I thought I was the only person who had the feeling of being a baby waiting for his mommy to diaper, feed, cuddle, and to do all the other things a mommy does for her baby. All my life I've been searching for answers, and to find out what was wrong with me. Since joining this group, I found my answer. There is nothing really wrong with me. I felt so free I almost wet my pants. I felt like a ton of guilt and sheer confusion had been lifted off of my shoulders. I didn't know what I was or who I would be as I grew older. But now I know that I am normal, and can enjoy my babyish behavior. The most important thing that I finally realized was, that I was not a child molester. Was I very confused. I think about all the years I avoided being around children and babies, not knowing what was wrong with me. I never allowed myself to be alone with children for fear of what might happen. I just wasn't sure about myself. I never read or heard anything, about adult babies. I was left to the conclusion, that what I was feeling, and what I was thinking was bad and that there was something terribly wrong with me. After feeling this way most of my life, I feel like I've been reborn. Thanks to all of you here in the group, I'm looking forward to making many new friends, and to learn many new things. I have a lot of catching up to do and every day I thank GOD for the woman he sent to be my wife, and mommy. She has a new outlook about me, and my wanting to be babied since we have discovered the adult baby group.